February 25th, 2008:

Alright, so I still have 6 days to look for a suitable dress, I’ll be a godmother in 6 days time and for the ceremony all of us (ladies I mean) are asked to wear a dress. Now where on earth am I gonna look for a dress? I’ve scanned my dresser already and all thats there are shirts and jeans … grrr … plus I don’t like dresses, feel stupid in them …

So am on leave till tomorrow and I think I’ll just have to spend the whole day from one mall to the other looking for a dress!!!!!!

If only not for the baby … *sigh*

Anyways … I’ll just pray I’ll look good on whatever it is I might find.

When mom was alive I’ve always wanted to get air cleaners, I want the air around her as clean and as purified as possible. She was already on oxygen to sustain her breathing and she needs the cleanest air possible. Scoured the malls in my area for any device that might suit our need but unfortunately its either they’re too costly for me or there wasn’t the perfect size, given that our house is not that big.

Now that she’s gone though I’d still want one for myself given the fact that am asthmatic but so far this aint the top of my priority and getting this one would be a constant reminder of her and what I didn’t get to give her during her stay in this world.