My Love For You is Real

Sometimes at night,
When I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you,
And then ask myself “why?”

“Why do I love you?”
I think and smile,
Because I know,
The list could run on for mile.

The whisper of your voice,
The warmth of your touch,
So many little things,
Make me love you so much.

The way you support me,
Even my silly notions,
The way that you care,
And show such devotion.

The way that your kiss,
Fills me with desire,
And how you hold me,
With the warmth of a fire.

The way your eyes shine,
When you look at me,
Lost with you forever,
Is where i want to be.

The way that I feel,
When you are by my side,
A sense of completion,
And overflowing pride.

The dreams that I dream,
That all involve you,
The possibilities that I see,
The things that we can do.

How you finish the puzzle,
That lies inside my heart,
How deep in my soul,
You are a very important part.

I could go on for days,
Telling of what I feel,
But all you really must know is…
My love for you is real.

by: Tiffany Marie

So True

Here is something that all the married people, soon-to-be-married and even singles will find amusing:

Opposites attract, but after marriage, opposites attack. Most of the time, we are attracted to people who don’t have the things that we have. Incompatibility is why we get married, but it’s also used as a reason to divorce.
Incompatibility is just a lack of communication. If we just try to love [our spouse] the way we want to be loved, we are in trouble. Unless you communicate, it’s difficult to know how to love another person.
~ by Dr. Charles Lowery ~

No More Excuses

I have never been one to admit my mistake especially if it’s a deliberate mistake committed under the influence of anger. Well that’s how I was in my previous relationships. If there was anything I loved more than shopping, it was revenge and boy oh boy they were cruel, uncalled for revenge. Am I beginning to sound like an evil character in a hollywood flick? No need to be scared really, I’m talking about the past here. Let’s not dwell into that because it would be an entirely new post if I talk about it. The fight dada and I had yesterday just made me realize how I’ve changed. Even Wena says I’ve changed but I really think It’s for the better.

Here’s what happened, I have my hotmail account set up in my outlook 2007 (ehem) it’s an email I use mostly for work. Well a few months ago, I got this customer who kinda got friendly with me on the phone and he wanted to keep in touch. I couldn’t remember excatly what my intentions were at that time but I can vaguely recall dada and I were in a brawl. Knowing moi, I think that was what made me exchange emails with the guy for short while. It was really just harmless flirting and It was really just for very short period but dada found out yesterday. He was scanning my outlook ( I dunno why he would be scanning it in the first place) and he saw the old emails. Yep, you can guess what happened next.

What shocked me though was when I readily admitted my fault and apologized! I never would have done that 8 months or so ago. I would have made up every imaginable excuse to get out of it and I must say that I was rather good at that..I always get away but not now, not with dada. It’s just not something that I want to do with him. He taught me so much in life and love (including how to gain so much weight in a month) and I love him so much for that.

Restday Again

Wow, I just got back to work last thursday and it’s already my off hehehe fantastico! I felt really silly when I went back to work hehehe I couldn’t even remember my cms id and it took me 2 minutes to log in to the freaking avaya. It’s a good thing I didn’t forget my spiel though, maybe becoz it feels so natural already >sigh<

So nothing interesting has been happening really..I got my first failed qms for TR, how’s that? it was a 2.93 because I got a “below expectations” on the 1st attribute and although I got exceeds as well it just wasn’t on the sa,e block hehe It was a good call in total but the customer’s ID expired and he said he was just gonna call back, forgot to say I’m a “technical router” silly me!

Sofa

Since I’ve removed mom’s bed in the main area, I’ve now considered it as the living room and it has been empty. These past few days I’ve been considering getting a sofa set so as to make the room at least livable. Been visiting the furnitures section of every mall in the city and have set my eyes on quite a few. Thing is most of them if not all are just well costly, heheheh the one I liked best is at 21,000 and though I have the money to buy it but it doesnt seem like a very good investment.

I don’t intend to stay forever in this house I live in, though its mine but forever is just way too long. At work if you have many successful referrals, they’d give you a chance at a raffle draw where one of the possible items is an executive office furniture which cost probably around 25 to 30K.

Your Gold Number

I was talking to my boss just the other day and we got into a lengthy discussion of how it is so difficult for people to memorize their phone numbers and how it is essential especially in a business to have a phone number that is not difficult to remember. I’m in total agreement to what he said. Don’t we all want to use memorable numbers like birthdays, numerical value of our names or anniversaries for our mobile numbers? Imagine what it could do for you or your business to have your own vanity phone number.

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My Sorta Fairy Tale

Mitchy waited for me till the end of my shift as were going downtown, Momie Mitch did the same; for the last hour of my shift I was s’posedly on Uptraining doing Knowlagent but when the FC’s not near I faced Bebang and Momie Mitch and engaged in another round of chikka session. Whenever he comes near I’d face my monitor again pretending to do Knowlagent (I only finished one assignment … hehehe) but only a fool would believe am doing it. *sigh* life, men, babies, marriage, and all the many complications in life we’ve tackled in an hour. Me and my emotions, Bebang and her baby … so the joy of motherhood were the subject of our conversation, admired the new mom for her strength and in her I see hope and the future … I should stay near positive minded people, maybe their aura would influence mine.

Ate lunch in the pantry with Momie Mitch and Mitchy then we went to Robinson’s after, I need to have my passport done before February. So I had it changed from regular processing to rush processing and added an additional fee which was fine by me. I need to have things settled before August or September otherwise I’d be locked in an arrangement I don’t consent.

One of the pleasant things that happened for me today is Vic’s text message informing me he’ll come visit Cebu by the last week of January and that if time permits we’ll go somewhere with Kathy and Rich. It’d be nice to see him, he’s one of those people I actually trust and whom I know I’ll be safe with.

When we parted ways after our window shopping moments in Robi, I went to my old school to see a good friend and former classmate who’s now practicing the profession as I need to give him money and ask him to process my Honorable Dismissal for me, then I had a trip down memory lane. Looking at the buildings, the benches, the rooms, and everything else made me think of the good and the bad times I’ve spent in it. Was smiling that “dreamy” kinda smile as I walk along the corridors and headed to the canteen … I must have looked foolish, but I can’t help it. Here I am after two years of not being there reminiscing … when at one time …

A girl in her first year was asked by one of the instructors in charged of the recruitment process to accompany the team to the various satellite schools in the provinces of Cebu to recruit graduating high school students. So off they went visiting from one branch to the other … where at certain times she’d be asked to talk in front of the graduating class … blah blah blah. That was early March … weeks just before the graduation ceremonies of these students.

June of the same year, she was standing in the lobby looking at the students below in the student’s lounge timidly when out of nowhere someone called her name. She didn’t mind it … after all she was a bit known in her department. And so it went on like that for the next couple of months. The guy who knew her name was a freshman and she was a sophomore at that time, they had different courses, he was one of those students in one of the satellite schools she has visited. He likes her but the girl is numb, he blushes and stutters when she’s around and would have that silly look on his face. These lasted till she graduated, it’d take a while for him to finish a sentence when talking to her, he somehow managed to get hold of a copy of her schedule and pass by her classroom every once in a while.

Now two years has passed since she graduated and visiting her old school, imagine who would she ran into, that same guy who blushed and stutters, fate? She doesn’t think so … she smiled he smiled and damn he still stutters. They talked over spaghetti and shake in the canteen and he was still that very same guy he was two years ago … who looked silly and funny and cute at the same time. She pointedly asked why he’d stutter around her when he doesn’t with others … the smile he gave was one of the sweetest and silliest she has ever seen.

When they parted ways … he said … nothing compares to you … waved and walked away.

I was that girl and here I am smiling, pondering and thanking heavens for what occurred. It gave me butterflies in the stomach to know that someone liked me that much after all these years. But just as I’ve told Bebang … I don’t see any spark … not a single spark to at least make me picture out an “us” and a “future”.

Boring Tuesday

>yawns< could this day get any more boring? i’m suppose to be having fun because i’m on vl. i’m “suppose” so to be home on vacation, the whole reason I filed my vl was because dada wanted to go home hahai but it’s ironic how his vl never got approved because they’re gonna go on training for this new tool they have for their account. Ugh! and i’m left with 6 days of unnerving boredom. I want to go out just go somewhere but people are busy, wena is busy with midterms.  The heck, i’m going to go out on my own today, something i have not done for a very long time. I’m going to spend some nice quality time with myself. I already wasted 4 days of my “supposed” leave as it is.

I will be back to write about my day later, byerz! hehe

A Golfer’s Club

Every golfer in the world of golf both beginner and pro know the importance of using good quality golf clubs, they know that it could make or break a game. It is then with no wonder that Cleveland golf clubs made a name with their hybrid golf clubs, golf wedges and irons. They are continuously making waves, as such being currently regarded as a forerunner in product innovations, manufacturing top of the line golf clubs since they got founded on 1979 and even expanding their reach on apparels and accessories as well. That should pretty much explain why they currently produce the number one wedge used in PGA and LPGA tours.

because…

well since I always wanted to make a book hehe I guess this is a good start eh? just playing around with photoscape (wena will flip) this will make a cute friendster layout hahaha lemme try…^_^

Pressure

*sigh* … received an email earlier from “He who mustn’t be named” asking me when I’ll get my passport, I was like “oh uh … this doesn’t sound good”. My long overdue out of the country escapade might be just around the corner, I’ve told him countless times not to pressure me about it. Grrr … and here he is asking me about it for the nth time. He means well that am sure of, after all I’ve told him over and over that if I remained here I might just as well get myself a reservation in an asylum.

I seem to be messing up lately … old bones being dug up causing hurt to people I never ever in my wildest dreams wish to hurt. Am thankful that they understood though and am not losing the people I’ve grown to care.

Went to the cemetery earlier to visit mom, if she was still around she’d be able to tell me what to do … I seem to be messing up since she left and I hate to think that in a way I’m disappointing her. This is not what she expected from the daughter she raised all on her own … couldn’t believe I have to think about multiple things at the same time.

Work – which if not for the increase I wouldn’t have returned; oh well there are a few people I don’t want to leave just yet.

School – what with midterm coming up next week and the many reports I have to make.

Life – uhmmm … struggling … trying to put back what’s left of the broken me.

Love life – can’t believe am using this term, but damn! which part of the word NO does he not understand?

I don’t need his family name damn! I like mine better, I don’t need a “f^cking” wedding ring, I don’t need to hear church bells, I don’t need a man to tell me what to do, to pressure me, to domineer me, to feed me (heck! I can still eat three times a day, thank you). I want love, affection, care and understanding not pressure, not someone to tell me how to live my life.

I’ve had near misses with the altar and I certainly don’t want a trip anytime soon. Single? So? Is that a crime? By choice mind you, fitting 3 white dresses and have someone tell me, I didn’t do justice to the dress by being so big was just a hellish experience.

My next catwalk on the aisle to the altar, I should be wearing pink and the guy waiting for me at the alter should be someone I can call my best friend, my brother … in short my all around handy man (waheheheeh … wicked!!)

*sigh* …. and I thought I’d live the rest of my years as a nun.

Ranting? hell yeah … I have every reason to do so.

Insurance That Won’t Turn You Down

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How To Love A Girl

Where?

One of the places that I would so love to visit is Las Vegas. Do I even have to explain why? I bet a                                         day would not even be enough to tour and enjoy the place. It’s one of the places that don’t run out of activities to offer. Good thing looking for a Vegas hotel is not much of a problem even if you live in a different continent. Simply browse online to find the right hotel that will meet your needs, make a reservation and you’ve already got half your worries taken care of.

Things To Do Today

Dada said we’ll go to church this morning so we will. I’m sure we will have breakfast after that. I’ll just heat up the left over Lechon Manok we had for dinner, I don’t want it to go to waste.

I’m thinking of doing some house cleaning later in the day, got all that I need and this is long overdue. Need to do it today while I’m still so driven to do so. If I wait till tomorrow then this will never get done and I would feel bad about it. Wish me luck!

Online Casino

Thanks to my teammate at work, I’m now finding casino games more and more interesting. I would really love to play at a real one someday but right now I make myself happy by playing at an online casino and there is this one particular place called vegas casino that I keep going to because it has the highest bonuses so far.

Hayden and Milo

I know we really don’t write about celebrity gossips here but I’m going to make an exemption today. My confession is that I’m a big fan of “Heroes”, I watch every season’s episode over and over again. I know the dialogues, characters, etc and I adore Peter Petrelli (Milo Ventimiglia) he is just oh so cute beyond words! Claire Bennett’s character played by the 18 year old Hayden Panettiere is also very interesting.

Well the uncle and niece in the show Heroes is actually officially a got item in reality. Although there were already existing rumors about the two, they have just recently confirmed it. They look really happy together and Milo (30) publicly announced that he loves Hayden (18) during the Heroes cast dinner last December 15. Personally I don’t mind the 12-year age gap, it’s just all too romantic and I wish them all the best. I so want Milo for myself and I’m sure I’m not alone, you go Hayden!


Work Later

I’ll be working again later it’d be the start of the week for me later at 4 AM. Sleep has been elusive these past few weeks and though I really dont care much bout the eye bugs and all its just crappy to go to work light headed. *sigh* hopefully things are gonna be better by and by.

My Body and Sole

Dada and I went to Biopath this afternoon to get him a med cert, he needs it to file a sick leave for last night. He went home roughly 2 hours after getting to the office because his throat hurt real badly, this made his voice hoarse and it was several notches lower than usual.

I didn’t want to go home just yet after we finished our business at Biopath but I didn’t want to go shop, stroll or anything as well. So it was destination Body and Sole for us. Nothing beats the good old body tuning an over all body massage gives. I swear I was devastated when our 1 hour and 15 minute massage ended. I was like, “hey I was just starting to dose off” >sigh<

Maybe I’ll talk to Boss Anne and suggest an all day spa treatment as one of the incentives for the performing agents, I know a handful who would love the idea!

Five In A Row

Got my tag from Wena, thanks girl :)
1. Name one thing you do everyday.
- Waking up.

2. Name two things you wish you could learn .
- Learn how to fly.
- Learn how to swim.

3. Name three things that remind you of your childhood.
- Milk
- Spaghetti
- Dismembered dolls (I didn’t like dolls so I remove their parts)

4. Name four things you love to eat but rarely do.
- Blueberry Cheesecake
- Otan
- Valenciana
- Vegetable Ukoy
- Halang-halang

5. Name five things that make you feel good.
- Cuddling
- Shopping
- Body Scrub
- Accomplishing tasks
- Listening to Music

5 people to tag for this meme

- Carlota
- Peachy
- Roselle
- Joyce
- Johan

Oh Just My Thoughts Really

Just a normal day for me, got up early to browse online and check what I have missed. No not true, I’m of the nocturnal people out there who are up and about when the sun is down and then rollick in the comfort of their bat caves when the sun is especially at its highest. So I was up all night just spending time online because I was off from work when I chanced upon Neil Crespi. What caught my attention is the list of the television shows this guy watches, asking why? Well those shows are the exact same shows that I go fruity over. I have the DVD collection for each season of each show because watching it over and over again gives the kind of therapy shopping does. I just thought of that last one now and if it had not been for this guy’s list of TV shows, I wouldn’t have come up with that. Funny how certain things can conjure fond thoughts and smiles, the same way it also conjures the exact opposite.

To Be Drug Free

You see it in the news, television; you even see it going on in your own neighborhood. I’m not talking about falling in love or getting rich. I’m talking about the all too painful reality of drug and alcohol addiction. It’s sad to see people young and old getting hooked towards the path that leads to sorrow and destruction. What is even sadder and depressing is if it’s a friend or a family member that this is happening to. The scariest part is that these people not only end up hurting themselves but the people who surround them as well, people they would never have dreamt of hurting had they not been under the strong influence of drugs or alcohol.

As a society and as feeling, caring individuals, we can not just turn a blind eye to this. There were a few others before us who have already paved the way for drug rehab and alcohol rehab to be made possible without costing so much additional burden. Choosing the drug treatment facility that can best fulfill the needs of a friend or a family member need not be as painful and difficult as it has been 10 years ago. Today there are existing services dedicated in helping you find the right rehab center all at no charge. These organizations work hand in hand with rehab centers at various locations. They are familiar with the different programs each facility offers and can provide detailed information package to help you decide. If you are still undecided, maybe it’s time to pick up the phone and set and appointment to talk to a counselor.

Sending off a loved one to rehab for their own good can be emotionally difficult for anyone but the rewards make it all worth it. Remember, the sooner you act on getting them help, the sooner they can start the treatment towards the healthy persons that they once were before they stumbled upon drug or alcohol addiction.

Spunky Tee For Me

I love new and interesting stuff, dull is just no fun. Some people think it’s because I’m young but they sure are wrong. Nothing is sadder than growing old grumpy and boring. That’s not how I see myself 25 years from now. I try to bring the element of fun in all I do, be it at work or play. Growing old doesn’t mean you have to stick to conventional, nothing is wrong with using a little bit of creativity, right?

I see George Lindemann Jr and I see creativity coming out of its shell. I have always wanted to wear shirts with really cool designs; designs cool people like me have created. If you’re like me you would appreciate the gallery of fresh, original designs. Got a spunky design in mind or a slamming slogan? Don’t go all shy now, share it with the rest and your design might just be the next big thing.

For Never Letting Me Down

Its a new year … seems like yesterday when I was still in Team Keith and Wafa just hit production. When the three of us (Mik, Moi and Wafa) would occupy the stations close to the wall.  Now Mik is no longer with the company, and Wafa is now happy with Bukie, and my mom recently just passed away. Despite all the changes am just happy that through my ups and downs Wafa and Bukie (the piggyish couple) never left me. Can’t thank them enough, and though I use to think Bukie was the domineering kind of guy I really dont like , but seeing Wafa in 7th heaven with him set my mind at ease.

Thank you guys for being around … ninang jud ko sa baby (piglet) hap. Hehehehe … many more monthsary and anniversaries to come to the both of you.

To San Diego

My guy and I are planning to go on a trip during our anniversary. It’s not anytime soon yet but when it comes to vacations it pays to plan ahead. Sure there will always be surprises that will come up but knowing that we covered as much ground as far as the planning is concerned makes us more confident that we will enjoy our getaway. So after we have made a list of the places we want to visit and the stuff we want to experience, we than tried to get as much as we can about each of the place.

The moment we checked the San Diego directory, we noticed right away how friendly the site is. Navigation is fast and simple especially for tourists who basically want to get important information for a trip fast. From hotels, car rentals to the nightlife scene and more; it is packed with listings, phone number, even reviews and maps for easy reference.

Goodbye Hair Loss

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Taking Care of SEO

Do you have a blog or a site? Are you earning from it? If so then you must be aware of SEO, the many SEO company and SEO specialist and some claiming to be SEO expert out there. Unfortunately am one of those bloggers who doesn’t fully understand what SEO is and how it operates, the do’s and don’ts of SEO is something that buffles me. Good thing companies you can trust like Traficare exist to take care of every bloggers SEO needs.

Accessorizing Your Ride

Most guys are into cars and my guy is no exemption. Well I like to ride in cars but it stops there. When my boyfriend was checking Dodge Charger accessories though; my curiosity got the best of me and so I browsed along. To my surprise, the items are actually interesting even for someone like me. I’m sure auto enthusiasts will find something for them in the collection.

Buying A House

It has always been my dream to get my own place in the future. When I was a kid, my dream house was a palace with hundreds of elegant rooms and a really grand ballroom. Now that I’m all grown up, I could settle for a cozy bungalow. Because buying a house is such a big leap and we don’t want to rush or make mistakes, my boyfriend and I set up a meeting with a real estate agent to check a number of available properties. Choosing the right house is never easy, but once you bought the perfect condo, townhouse or whatever your idea of a home is…it’s priceless!

Loans

Ever considered getting a cash advance? Especially when pay day is still far off and you end up finding yourself in an unexpected turn of events?

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