No More Excuses
I have never been one to admit my mistake especially if it’s a deliberate mistake committed under the influence of anger. Well that’s how I was in my previous relationships. If there was anything I loved more than shopping, it was revenge and boy oh boy they were cruel, uncalled for revenge. Am I beginning to sound like an evil character in a hollywood flick? No need to be scared really, I’m talking about the past here. Let’s not dwell into that because it would be an entirely new post if I talk about it. The fight dada and I had yesterday just made me realize how I’ve changed. Even Wena says I’ve changed but I really think It’s for the better.
Here’s what happened, I have my hotmail account set up in my outlook 2007 (ehem) it’s an email I use mostly for work. Well a few months ago, I got this customer who kinda got friendly with me on the phone and he wanted to keep in touch. I couldn’t remember excatly what my intentions were at that time but I can vaguely recall dada and I were in a brawl. Knowing moi, I think that was what made me exchange emails with the guy for short while. It was really just harmless flirting and It was really just for very short period but dada found out yesterday. He was scanning my outlook ( I dunno why he would be scanning it in the first place) and he saw the old emails. Yep, you can guess what happened next.
What shocked me though was when I readily admitted my fault and apologized! I never would have done that 8 months or so ago. I would have made up every imaginable excuse to get out of it and I must say that I was rather good at that..I always get away but not now, not with dada. It’s just not something that I want to do with him. He taught me so much in life and love (including how to gain so much weight in a month) and I love him so much for that.
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