Can’t Wait For You To Come Home

In the neighborhood where my friend Josh grew up he said drugs, weeds and whatever you call it is rampant … even before he started high school he already smoked by the time he finished high school he was what people call a drug addict. From syrups, marijuanas and cocaine … you name it he’s tried it … the sad thing about it is he knew what’s wrong with him but he can’t seem to stop. No, in his own words, he doesn’t have the strength to stop … he cannot deny the strong craving … so day in day out he did everything he can … stealing … robbery … everything just so he can buy whatever he needs to buy to satisfy his craving. He has grown thin, was never able to enroll for college, sunken eyes and cheeks. No longer the cute guy next door, but all that changed after 4 years of misery … at the age of 23 he was admitted for addiction treatment somewhere in Malibu. The location, our support, he’s will to overcome it … made the treatment smooth sailing.

Now we have a totally reformed Josh, healthier than he was 4 years ago, happier than he ever was. He’s gone back to painting and arts … and to writing too, the staff at the local rehabilitation center has been very understanding and kind … making the place an easy environment for him. Can’t wait to see him when he’s treatment’s done … after all the pain he has gone through its high time for him to be with us … the people who cared and loved him the most.

Can’t wait for you to come home bro …

Christmas

Christmas is just around the corner, can feel the spirit all around me … what with the lil kids at home reminding me of their presents and my friends asking for christmas decorating tips either for their own homes, their classrooms and their offices. I was like what the … am not an interior decorator!!! But that didn’t stop them, so here I am scouring the net for resources to help them out with their dilemmas. Came across a site that not only offers tips of decorating for novices like me but also has decors available for sale either that’d be for your living room, your kitchen, bedroom, or for your office.

Was online hopping ..

We’ve carried, arranged, dismantled and replaced just to put everything into place. However there are certain issues that we would need to address, especially when it comes to durability and stability.Sometimes it would take a lot of hours or even days of finding the right stands and mounts for your housing requirements. I had a problem particularly with a plasma mount as well as for LCD monitors. You also need to be very careful in picking out the proper support for your appliances as you don’t want to damage your precious investments.

If you want to place things in order, you better go and visit standsandmounts.com. They offer an immense number of products that go well with your home’s interior design so you won’t have to bother looking for that perfect match for your setting. It may seem great for those who are living alone, but I tell you, it get’s better once you are able to set up your own house! But don’t get me wrong, their products can also cover other aspects like office and other establishments. You can save more since this is less cost of those in stores.

When I visited their site, they have this cool offer which is a $10 off for a price-match guarantee! Definitely this isn’t the only promotions that they’re going to offer. Better visit and find what you need which is already what you’ll want for your shelter needs!

Sports fest under the cold November Rain ..

Doi, wafa, mykers, moi and lil gurl …

Doi, the cute ever mykers, the creepy one and moi

Doi, wafa and moi

The cute ever mykers, the creeepy one, Doi, wafa, moi and our new FC: D … sounds like ABCD .. wahehehe 

 

the freaky one and the creeepy one … what a tandem! 

lil gurl, the creeeepy one and moi 

The sports fest was held at Cebu Beach Club under the cold november rain … which caused me my migraine, flu and fever … it was fun nonetheless … and though I wasn’t in my bestest … what with no sleep the night before and a raging headache … I still look dashing (wahehehe … so love my own lol!)  These shots were taken from Creeepy One’s camera  … had to grab them from his multiply  so I can have a copy … for memory’s sake.

Josh

In the neighborhood where my friend Josh grew up he said drugs, weeds and whatever you call it is rampant … even before he started high school he already smoked by the time he finished high school he was what people call a drug addict. From syrups, marijuanas and cocaine … you name it he’s tried it … the sad thing about it is he knew what’s wrong with him but he can’t seem to stop. No, in his own words, he doesn’t have the strength to stop … he cannot deny the strong craving … so day in day out he did everything he can … stealing … robbery … everything just so he can buy whatever he needs to buy to satisfy his craving. He has grown thin, was never able to enroll for college, sunken eyes and cheeks. No longer the cute guy next door, but all that changed after 4 years of misery … at the age of 23 he was admitted for drug treatment somewhere in Malibu. The location, our support, he’s will to overcome it … made the treatment smooth sailing.

Now we have a totally reformed Josh, healthier than he was 4 years ago, happier than he ever was. He’s gone back to painting and arts … and to writing too, the staff at the local rehabilitation center has been very understanding and kind … making the place an easy environment for him. Can’t wait to see him when he’s treatment’s done … after all the pain he has gone through its high time for him to be with us … the people who cared and loved him the most.

Can’t wait for you to come home bro …

Facts

Facts …

  1. Chewing on a gum while cutting onions can help a person stop producing tears.
  2. Until babies are six months old, they can breathe and swallow at the same time.
  3. Offered a new pen to write with, 97% of all people will write their own name.
  4. Male mosquitoes are vegetarians. Only females bite.
  5. The average person’s field of vision encompasses a 200 degree wide angle.
  6. To find out if a watermelon is ripe, knock it, and if its sounds hallow then it is ripe.
  7. Canadians can send letters with personalized postage stamps showing their own photos on each stamp.
  8. Babies’ eyes do not produce tears until the baby is approximately six to eight weeks old.
  9. It snowed in the Sahara Desert February of 1979.
  10. Plants watered with warm water grow larger and more quickly than plants watered with cold water.
  11. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.
  12. Grapes explode when you put them in a microwave.
  13. Those stars and colors you see when you rub your eyes are called phosphenes.
  14. Our eyes (pupils) are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing.
  15. Everyone’s tongue print is different, like fingerprints.
  16. Contrary to popular belief, a swallowed chewing gum doesn’t stay in the gut. It will pass through the system and be excreted.
  17. At 40 centigrade a person loses about 14.4 calories per hour by breathing.
  18. There is a hotel in Sweden built entirely out of ice; it is rebuilt every year.
  19. Cats, camels and giraffes are the only animals in the world that walk right foot, right foot, left foot, left foot, rather than right foot, left foot.
  20. Onions help reduce cholesterol if eaten after a fatty meal.
  21. The sound you hear when you crack your knuckles is actually the sound of nitrogen gas bubbles bursting.

The Live Music Capital of the World

Branson, Missouri – the Live Musical Capital of the World. Ain’t that fascinating? Came across the site as I googled for water parks and museums, it’s the home to world famous performers like Andy Williams and Jim Stafford. Not only is there live musical in Branson but one can experience magic, comedy, dance, acrobatics and drama performed onstage or one can visit the theme parks for exciting rides and attractions.

The city seems to have everything to offer to tourists old and young alike, there’s the museums to go for, the Hollywood Wax Museum, Ripley’s Believe it or Not and the World’s Large Antique Toy Museum to name a few. If you’re into breath taking rides then you can go for the Branson Scenic Railroad, Table Rock Helicopters and the Outback Bungee there are also water rides available for the young and the young at heart. For the adventurers there are caves and caverns spread throughout the city open for your explorative nature. And of course the shopping centers such as the Grand Country Square, Grand Village, The Shoppes at Branson Meadows to name a few.

If you’re considering of a getaway to Branson then might as well plan now, this site I ran into offers various packages to suit your needs. Check em out today.

Underneath the stars

By far the sweetest symphony for me.
To Make You Feel My Love - Josh Kelly
When the rain is blowing in your face 
And the whole world is on your case 
I could offer you a warm embrace 
To make you feel my love 
 
When the evening shadows and the stars appear 
And there's no one there to dry your tears 
I could hold you for a million years 
To make you feel my love 
 
Oh, I know you haven't made your mind up yet 
But I will never do you wrong 
I knew right from the moment that we met 
No doubt in my mind we'd belong 
 
I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue 
I'd go crawling down the avenue 
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do 
To make you feel my love 
 
hmmm..... 
 
Oh, the storms raging on the rolling sea 
And on the highway of regret 
The winds of change are blowing wild and free 
You ain't seen nothing like me yet 
 
I could make you happy 
Make your dreams come true 
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do 
I'll go to the ends of the earth for you 
 
To make you feel my love [4x]

- Another wishful thinking, I know he couldn’t carry a tune, he might not even know this song even but it would be close to perfect if he’d sing this out for me … while watching the stars –

Girl Meets Boy

Girl meets Boy. Boy asks Girl out. Girl accepts. Boy asks Girl out again. Girl accepts again. Girl asks Boy out. Boy accepts. So, they start going out regularly. And everybody is happy. This goes on for a very long time. But Boy is mum. He keeps his cards close to his chest. And Girl imagines boy is waiting for the right moment.

In the meantime, Girl starts building her hopes. And everyday, her heart beats a little bit faster in anticipation of the future. One day, unable to endure the unknown, she gathers the courage to ask Boy about the future. Boy is stunned. Boy declares he feels only friendship for her. Girl is crushed. What were all those months and years about?

Indeed, why do men and women go out with each other for prolonged periods of time with neither direction nor commitment? Well, although or two may be waiting for the right moment, the majority are simply not ready for direction of commitment so they cruise along in a safe, enjoyable and commitment-free relationship until the bubble bursts.

Almost always, it is the woman who gets hurt because it is usually the women who make the most emotional investment in any relationship. And while men can go out with women and enjoy their company for prolonged period of time with little emotional attachment, women are not as emotionally detached and indifferent.

I think that men and women could avoid so much pain in their lives if they treat each other with greater decency. Most of the time, we know when one is falling in love with the other and whether or not these feelings can be reciprocated. I have always believed that it is no sin to spend one’s time with someone who is also enjoying our company. But it is a great sin to continue to spend time with someone we know fully well is falling in love with us or is already in love with us when we know we can never see this person in the same light.

We may cherish this person’s company. But we cannot continue to spend time with this person. We cannot build hopes of someone we know we can never fall for and or grow to love in the same manner. Decency dictates that we must sever the friendship to save the other, greater pain in the future.

Why do men and women go out with each other for prolonged periods of time without direction and commitment? Because it is convenient. And it’s like having your cake and eating it too. It provides intimacy without commitment. Each can walk out anytime with little fuss and guilt. Because when no words are said and no feelings are declared, the relationship is not deemed binding although more descent human beings would beg to disagree.

I think that these kinds of relationship can serve their own purpose at a particular point in time but only when both parties are fully aware of where they stand. After all, when there are no expectations of each other, there is a little cause of pain. But we don’t live in a perfect world where emotions can be programmed. Even spinsters can fall in love on mad, moonlit nights.

 - reading this reminded me a forwarded text message from a friend which goes:

you can never teach a guy to love the way you want to be loved

you have to wait for him to do it in his own way in his own time

that’s the saddest part of being a girl …

 

but you can never teach a girl to love the guy back the way she did before

if she already grew tired and fed up understanding and waiting

to be appreciated and loved the way she deserves to be loved …

that’s the saddest part of being an insensitive man.

I asked her can you possibly forward that to him too? So that hopefully he’ll realize? Hahay … hate this  …

 

 

Sick Sick Sick

As of writing this post my temperature has gone up to 39 degrees, my nose is stuffy, my head hurts (another migraine) and am just plain tired. Swallowing is hard and eating is such a drag … mom said thats all your fault. Yeah yeah … I know no need to voice that out … hehehe but no regrets I enjoyed what I did yesterday (frolicking in the rain) and now am paying for the price of that short lived bliss.

Oh well … ’twas good while it lasted.

We got an *award*

 

A fellow blogger Marie, just passed on this award to us …. whew!!!! Definitely something that made me smile despite my fever and my flu … hehehe

 Beautiful Blogger

 

The Beautiful Blogger Award

The Sexy Blogger Award

 

The Sexy Blogger Award

 

Am sure Wafa would be flattered given the fact that in this blog … she represents it inside out. Hehehe the epitome of someone pretty and sexy inside out.

 

 

Am taking the liberty to pass it on to Lex (my bro) of Parisukat.com whose got a beautiful mind. Rock on bro … should create an emo award for you … ah one of these days during my emo moods. To Eds of Soloflighted … another beautiful person inside out … I admire the way you think, your perseverance and your optimistic outlook in life … don’t let people put you down, you know your worth … they don’t so keep your head up high. To Vera … someone I haven’t met personally but I’ve come to like coz her warmth personality, I thank heavens the day we met and started talking … ingatz lagi gurl. To Wika … so cute so sweet so warm … who loves cats as much as I do, whose into photography and in the capture of everything beautiful. 

 

 

 

 

 

Insurance Plans

Never understood the policies of insurance before and I dont think I ever will, the do’s and dont’s, how it works, the terms and all that stuff. As much as I love reading but reading small printed text on a 5 page insurance plan is just way out of my league. Now this friend of mine … I met her online showed me this site offering affordable life insurance plans.

Affordable in the sense that monthly rates for adults is as low as $3.27 and for children it would be as low as $2.43 and thats per month already. She said she signed up for it for herself, her mom, then for her baby brother as you’ll never know what could happen in the near future. I told her good for you as that insurance plan or that company only operates or caters to people in the US. Wish they’d operate worldwide, I sure would get one right away.

Wishlist

I want an ipod. Hehehe for christmas or for my birthday … whichever comes first. A pink ipod am not sure if there’s one as far as I know its just a black and white … and I dont want nano but the classic ipod video thats 80 gb. Cant imagine what I’ll place on it … my notebook has a hard drive of 80 gigs and its far from being fully occupied despite the many programs installed not to mention the music I have separated on one drive.Was surfing online … doing my online window shopping and I spotted a good deal, there’s an 800 number to call for inquiries, my concern is if they ship internationally. Though I have a postal address in the US but having them ship it there then from there have it ship to me would take sometime. Also a seven for all mankind vivian crop jeans would be good, havent purchased any new jeans lately. Its gonna be a choice between that and a pair of nudie jeans … tough, what with the nudie jeans being on demand as well.

5 Stuff … a tag from Lex of Parisukat.com

Mah bro, Lex of Parisukat, passed on this tag to me. Miss yah bro and thanks for the Meme.

1. How long have you been blogging?

    * Since 2006 but with a free hosting account. But I’ve been writing since I was 5.

 2. What inspired you to start a blog and who are your mentors?

    * Writing has always been my passion, but it was Lex who gave me the courage to put it all out in a blog. She guided me through and has always been around answering all my questions both sensible and the not so sensible ones.

 3. Are you trying to make money online, or just doing it for fun?

 * Both I think, My Restless Feet is maintained by two gals with such opposite personalities and we rant and rave about everything and anything under the sun. With a lil earning on the side so as to cover for hosting and such. But the bigger part of the picture is we do it for fun and we make it our outlet.

 4. Tell me 3 things you LOVE about being online.

    * I get to talk to people who mattered but are just so so far away.
    * I get to think and write w/o fear of being rejected and reprimanded.
* I get to play neopets all day long.

5. Tell me 3 things you STRUGGLE within the online world.

     * Understanding how PR works, the dos and donts of blogging with it comes to making money.
     * Keeping up with the latests on friends blogs.
     * Seems like so lil time but so many many things to do.

 I’m Tagging the FF:

 Eds of Soloflighted; Chalyza;  Garfie,  Irel, Marie, Lizeth.

 

Cufflinks

Someone in my crowd is getting married, yep thats right getting married, tying the knot, whatever you call it. Got an email from a friend asking me if I could attend. Halllleeeerrrr as if Metz is just one cab away … grrr … anyways … this guy we knew since childhood is finally settling down and Lilly is asking me for any gift ideas for him and for the bride.

I was like why me? why ask me what to give them? She said you’ve always been one to look for presents for everybody. So the gift hunting it left to me .. reminded her to go gift hunting for my gift as my birthdays fast approaching and told her I don’t want another bottle of Victoria Secret.

So I scoured the net … yeah I love to shop online in the comforts of my home … using the words groomsmen gift for searching. Was thinking of cufflinks … hmm … being the brat that he is .. was thinking this would do fine. We’ll I still have to email Lilly about that and if she agrees to it then I’ll ask her to select which one.

So Far Out

My thoughts … no my mind is always on a spin. Was thinking my shift is still at 1:30 AM … it was that way the past 4 days so am assuming it has not changed, didn’t check on my sched as well yesterday after my shift ends.

 Had a busy day after shift , from school to home then back to school again just so I can complete my enrollment (I hope its all worth the hassle), then Wafa and I took my tower and monitor to the shop so they can repair it. It’d take a bit of time for it  to get repaired. Bureaucracy and all … hehehe … they’d have the monitor sent to the manufacturer, would take  around a week for them to check on whats wrong would give me the feedback the soonest possible then hopefully we can get it up and running. (Cant afford to waste the router I purchased … hehehe). Don’t like the idea of them poking through my files … my ebooks, my photos (mine and wafa’s), my songs, my stories and all that so I asked for my hard disk … brought it home with me and tucked it safely in my drawer.

 After we left the shop, we went straight to the office, I needed to get my cross stitch frame w/c is occupying our locker (wouldn’t wait for Momie Mier to complain) and to submit the loan form thingy.  On the cab we talked about this and that … the more we talked the more suffocated I’ve become. Work … the hassles at work, the rumors at work, the issues at work, people at work, all about work. And I felt strangled.

So far I haven’t heard anything good maybe am listening with the wrong ear, or maybe the right ear but with the wrong crowd. I dunno … it added to my feeling of ennui and disgust.

Must be the reason why my head is always on a spin when it comes to work. The people around me somehow appear as a blur … whew! Now that’s what I call on a high.

I should have tied my shoelace a long time ago and left without turning back … now don’t think I can … not without doing what I’ve set my heart on to in the interim of my 4th and 6th month.

 

 


8 Random Facts About Me

Got a meme from Lex of Parisukat.com so here it goes.

1. I love coffee, am working on reducing my daily intake of it.
2. Am a huge believer of signs.
3. I prefer fish and veggies over meat.
4. I rarely sleep.
5. Am happiest when am at home with my notebook and with my mom.
6. I can’t afford to grow big otherwise it’d complicate with all the illness this shell of a body has.
7. There’s a song constantly playing in my head.
8. Am almost always on a spin.

Free Checking Account

Per wikipedia a checking account is a deposit account held at a bank or other financial institution, for the purpose of securely and quickly providing frequent access to funds on demand, through a variety of different channels. These channels could be the atm machines, internet banking, telephone banking and mail banking. They’re typically used as an easy and convenient way of paying bills and purchases either online or offline.

If your looking for a free checking account, you might wanna check Wamu Free Checking Account, its ideal if you want free service with no monthly fee. Comes with free ATM cash withdrawals and a free Gold Debit MasterCard with Rewards.

Starting From Scratch

Dunno what went wrong with the blog but though we can still make posts and readers can still create comments but upon clicking on a specific article instead of showing the entire page for that article it’d give the Error 404, Not Found.

Hahay … so since I cant figure out what to do and am running out of time. I deleted the database that houses the blog and started from scratch. Lost all the comments and some of the posts….

But its a clean start.

Travelling

Traveling, the need to travel is what drives me high as of the moment. I want to go out of the country. I feel that I’m just too bounded by my home. I want to explore, do some things, find myself; maybe find someone in the process. There comes a point in a person’s life where he needs to do some soul-searching. I need to do that, to maintain my focus. The urge is so strong right now. Still I can’t do anything about it yet, unless I finish my degree. That is, IF I can.

That’s why I sometimes envy my colleagues who are so well-traveled. They’ve not only toured our own country, but also traversed through distant lands. As for me, I can only trek around the confines of an air-conditioned building. I know eventually, my time will come. But as of the moment, since I’m still stuck somewhere in the middle, I’m doing my own research of the places I’m planning to visit.

I’m gathering a lot of information with regard to the spots they’ve come across, the transportation, the culture, the ambiance, as well as the hotels they have checked in; which is one thing I’m very particular about.

You can only imagine how taxing it is to stay in a place where you’re not comfortable after a long day’s journey. And of course you don’t want to be compromised by the strangers you meet along the way; encouraging you where to get the nearest shut eye, only to find out it would cost you an arm or a leg.

I’m scoping out hotels cheaper than hotels. Get it? I still want the relief knowing that you’re luggage is safe and you can settle properly. God knows how many miles you’re going to walk the next day.

In this day and age, you need to be vigilant; you need to be secure that you can get value for your money. And if value is what you’re looking for, then I surely recommend you check out hotels in London, hotels in Paris, hotels in Berlin, hotels in Barcelona.

Being an economical person, I can guarantee that you won’t be compromised by the people as well as the service they offer.

I’m saving up for the time that I can achieve my love for going places. So when that time comes, I won’t only enjoy the place I’ve resided temporarily, my mind will also be at ease for spending my hard-earned money wisely!

Whining

Its taken its toll, my lack of sleep that is and my not wearing my glasses. Grrrr … I keep on forgetting it … right now its at home sitting on top of my notebook. My head’s aching … my tummy’s growling … my eyes are about to fall out … am so far out … my heads on a spin again … there’s music in my head … and I just wanna go home.

 

Am at work and truth be told am being ineffective. Am having a hard time understanding customer’s issues, I get lost in the middle of what I have to say. Am tired and am whining.

*sighs*

 

Global Positioning System

What on earth is GPS? I’ve been hearing these three letters the whole time am taking calls, MS Streets and Trips 2007 with GPS. The whole time I never understood what GPS is, what it stands for, what it means or what it can do. Now my curiosity got the best of me and I googled it while waiting for to completion of music downloads.

GPS or Global Positioning System is a satelilte based navigation system made up of a network of 24 satellites places into orbit by the U.S. Defense. Was originally intended for military applications but sometime in 1980′s the government decided to make available for civilian use.

As its made available for civilian use, many vehicles have GPS devices in them so as to track its whereabout in cases of carknapping and roadside assistance. Motorist with GPS devices can summon help or ask for directions through it. It’s also use to track the whereabouts of a lost pet, can check on the pet’s heart rate and temperature and location. And so on …

Am not sure if my phone has GPS embedded prolly not but there are various shops online selling brand new and used GPS devices at a reasonable price.

All I Want For Christmas Is You

“All I Want For Christmas Is You” … this was blaring on my neighbor’s boombax and it brought a smile to my face. Just remembered someone made so happy coz of this line. Whether it was for real or not it made him smile nonetheless and it brought out the kid in him. Can’t believe am saying this about someone way older than me but am happy seeing him happy. He was skeptical but smiling nonetheless when he showed it to me and I was like, the girl won’t just say that as a joke dude … theres some truth in it. Am a girl (though it took me almost 21 years to finally figure that out) and it’d take every ounce of consideration and mental not to mention emotional analysis before I can utter those words.

Mentioning her name would always bring a smile to his face and the thought that I like her better than anyone else for him made him happy too. Am all out support for this girl though we haven’t been introduced and she doesn’t even know I exist. She’s pretty that I must admit and she gives justice to the word “cute”. Just hope she has a clue that what she said made someone happy and her very presence or her name is enough to make someone smile.

Whew! Getting sentimental? Not really … just plain happy for the romance in the air for a good yet creepy friend.

On An Impulse

One of my many frustrations is understanding computer security and networking. A few of my colleagues are actually taking CISCO classes to satisfy their curiosity of the whole networking and security thingy. There are various schools in my area offering a course on it, accdg to them its per module and its difficult. Huhuhuhu … don’t have any educational background on techy stuff so am sure I’ll experience more than the regular nosebleed. Am still interested though … so interested that I ordered a used cisco
router from DigitalHoops Networks, Inc. as they ship internationally. Going out and scouring the flea market does not have any appeal to me at all especially as I have no clue on the do’s and don’ts in purchasing a router.

Am not sure on what I’ll do with it yet, my desktop is still not working … would probably purchase a new monitor for it but am notebook’s fine. Once my desktop’s up and running would do some experimentation on both computers with the router the moment it gets to me.

Business Solution

Competition between businesses is really intense nowadays that is why it is important that we have real time information on what is going on within our business. We have to have an accurate, reliable and consistent tool to help us be on top of things. A lot of business performance management tools are available in the market today so it¢s kind of hard to decide which is best for our business. But what we have to keep in mind is that the tool that we need is something that will give us efficiency, security and consistency all throughout our processes from planning to implementation. For this, I think we will have to consider Prophix Business Process for it has a graphical user interface to create and manage financial projects, data and application management, monitoring and work flow management and enables you to manipulate data to help making changes on forecasts and reports easier. In short, this is an all in one tool which is designed to enable us to control and manage our business performance management process from planning, consolidating and reporting that could help us eliminate unnecessary add-on expenses and help us make decisions faster in times of crucial business situations.

An Award and A Meme

Whew! Thanks Vera for the award and for the meme … just love doing meme’s. The meme this time is called the 3 Things I Will Let Go. Hmmm … a bit tough but let me come with the first threeeee..

1. My being a brat – maldita, suplada ug uban pa … just so tough but will make it my birthday resolution (charrrooottt!!!).

2. Coffffeeee – well not really let go but will lessen my intake most probably …

3. My job – scary for others to contemplate but not really for me … just waiting for the right time to hit the road and say bye bye … when I’ve settled what needs to be settled (debts lol!) and emotions some better left unsaid and others need to be expressed.

And here’s the award we got from Vera, tosha gurl …

Award

Operation Gym

Just remembered that both Wafa and I are gaining weight … though hers is the scariest … heheheh she’s getting rounder by the minute and its freaking obvious. Since we were not able to go to school as originally planned to finish my enrollment. We stayed stuck inside Choco Fac for dunno how long then went to Body Tone (a gym) to check on their rates and perks and what nots. While we were there what caught my eye .. dunno if it did Wafa’s was the guy on the treadmill. Heheheh he was not cute or anything but he looked silly on the machine. He was huge, a reminds me of one of those nameless wrestlers, the machine looked so small with him on top of it. Just couldn’t believe he’ll lose weight “walking” on the treadmill. Would have been better if he had the machine accelerated to a faster pace.

What he was doing as so “girly” … Am so bad backbiting someone I dont even know. Heheheh but one of these days Wafa, bokie and I will be doing what he’s doing in the vain hope of losing all the fats we’re cursed to gain.

Last Song Syndrome

Or last song syndrome as they put it … am falllllllllllllllllllllliiiinnnnnngggggg deeeeeeppppppppp and fast ….
Cant get this song outta my head and outta my playlist ..

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide …

Making Your Fireplace The Center Of Attention

Living where am currently living doesnt require every home to be furnished with fireplaces, but ever since I was a kid I’ve always wondered what its like to have one. My curiosity is always piqued especially around Christmas when movies of Santa Claus dropping down the chimney to deliver the goods or shall I say presents. Every home in the Western side of the globe has a fireplace in them, part of the household chores is the gathering of logs for the fireplace. Its also seem to the center in the living room. Stumbled upon this interesting site offering fire glass in replacement to the old logs or to the traditional fireplaces.

Designed to capture anyone’s attention it even allows users to create its own custom look. The glasses would replace the conventional gas logs, also it burn cleaner leaving no soot, no ash and no smoke. There are 24 colors to choose from and it virtually last a lifetime. Whew! This definitely is a must have … an epitome of beauty and necessity packed into one.

Irreplaceable

Got an email earlier containing a file … a wmv file of my friend’s birthday celebration. Reminded me of what Zyle did on her bf’s b-day celebration. Thats another story but this one, the video just proved that Zasha is just so freaking gutsy … I’ve been told through email that her relationship with *Mr. Loser* is going downhill, just couldnt believe that on her birthday when her guests (the whole of senior year) asked her to sing for them she’d sing Irreplaceable and dedicate it to Mr. Loser … whew! she broke up with him in front of the whole class, on her birthday and take note she’s sober. Can’t imagine where she got the strength to do it.

 

Was having a good time looking at Mr. Loser’s face, never approved of him in the first place. Since I couldnt place the video here, (Zash would hear none of it), let me just place the lyrics to the song.

 

To the left, to the left

To the left, to the left

 

Mmmm…

To the left, to the left

Everthing you own in the box to the left

In the closet, that’s my stuff

Yes, if I bought then please don’t touch (Don’t touch)

 

And keep talkin’ that mess that’s fine

But could you walk and talk at the same time?

And, it’s my name that’s on that jag

So remove your bags let me call you a cab

 

Standin’ in the front yard tellin’ me how I’m such a fool

Talkin’ ’bout, I’ll never ever find a man like you

You got me twisted

 

[chorus:]

You must not know ’bout me

You must not know ’bout me

I could have another you in a minute,

Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute, baby

You must not know ’bout me

You must not know ’bout me

I could have another you by tomorrow

So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’

Your irreplaceable

 

So go ahead and get gone, call up that chick,

And see if she’s home

Oops, I bet you thought, that I didn’t know,

What did you think, I was puttin’ you out for

 

Because you was untrue, rollin’ her around in the car that I bought you

Baby drop them keys

Hurry up before your taxi leaves

 

Standin’ in the front yard tellin’ me how I’m such a fool

Talkin’ ’bout, I’ll never ever find a man like you

You got me twisted

 

[chorus:]

You must not know ’bout me

You must not know ’bout me

I could have another you in a minute

Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute, baby

You must not know ’bout me

You must not know ’bout me

I could have another you by tomorrow

So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’

Your irreplaceable

 

So since I’m not your everything

How about I’ll be nothing, nothing at all to you?

Baby I won’t shed a tear for you (I won’t shed a tear)

I won’t lose a wink of sleep (A wink of sleep)

‘Cause the truth of the matter is

Replacing you is so easy, hey…

 

To the left, to the left

To the left, to the left

Mmmm…

To the left, to the left

Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left, to the left

Don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’

Your irreplaceable

 

[chorus:]

You must not know ’bout me

You must not know ’bout me

I could have another you in a minute

Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute, baby

You must not know ’bout me

You must not know ’bout me

I could have another you by tomorrow

So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’

(Baby hey yeah!)

 

[chorus:]

You must not know ’bout me

You must not know ’bout me

I could have another you in a minute

Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute

 

You can pack all your bags we’re finished (You must not know ’bout me)
‘Cause you made your bed now lay in it (You must not know ’bout me)
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable?

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