Dark Fixation

This may seem odd for some people but it’s actually more normal than it would first seem. I’m talking about this genuine interest towards “vampires”.

My dada always tells me that I’m freaking him out with my vampiric dreams hehehe I just laugh him off.

I think this whole vampire buzz is downright sexy! The whole master, toy, pet scenario is so irresistable, t0o much seduction going on, it’s almost unbearable. Think underworld, think queen of the damned, think Lestat…

I would not mind being turned by Lestat or david or Marcellus hehehe

A Crash Course Called Girlfriend 101

Found out this other issue (aside from me and my instant popularity across the floor) just earlier after shift, while the creepy one and I ate Siomai (w/c by the way made me a mistisa the entire day … details later in this post) with two other people I’ve bumped in the lobby or so at one point. The account’s growing and theres lots of new faces both beautiful and ugly, friendly and nasty (what the!) anyways, so I found eating Siomai and the creepy one talking to the other two person (dont want to mention names) … did I say that right? two person? without s or with s? … freak! Whatever, they were talking basically nonesense (at least to me) dont digg on basketball and tennis or any other activity foreign to me. Now person number 1 (w/c happens to be a guy) is another loud person whom at one point said upon seeing my name that am new … yeah the newest “rookie” on the floor … what wave again? 21 yeah .. thats me.

Okay, enough of the bullshit, he was just on lunch so he went ahead of us … leaving me, person number 2 (w/c happens to be a girl) with creepy … now creepy being the creep as his name connotes was teasing this person number 2 with someone whose s’pose to be a fwend of mine, a close fwend he said. Had to think of someone … a guy close to me … linked with person number 2. Couldnt believe it, the tail of the trio is linked with this person … wait till I tell Wafa … cant imagine what her reaction would be, is it gonna be the same when we saw the first gal and what “they’re” doing? uhmmmm … most likely…. nyways …

Person number 2 and I happened to be going to basically the same area, so we rode the same jeepney … and what’d you expect? … the chicka galore chuvaness started .. we’ll let me say nonstop (like the ice cream lol!) . So person number 2 did talk, about when it started … what exactly happened, and per creepy … they’re definitely not the same kind of guy.

He said if he likes someone he’d let the whole world know (well not literally) but he’d make it a point to let the person know that he likes her, would go to her station and talk nonesense, would not be ashame if they’d be teased (ahem!) … whereas the other guy is not like that at all … it was purely “due to no voice response?” (where’d you get that Weng?) uhmmm … its more like the “u’ve got mail” kinda thingy … (meg ryan and tom hanks), correspondence was done through outlook (my gosh be careful of screenshots …. Ive had a few already) and text messages (this is so … crappy)

Person number 2 told me that he was actually sweet (define sweet? honey …) would hold her hand at a time or two …. (haller … ok ra ka?); would go downstairs to where she’s at so he can accompany her during her lunch (typical!); did ask her out during their rest days (nothing special in that); sent a bunch of sweet nothings (forwarded messages most likely, no originality … hmmph!); At one point she said, while they were on board the jeepney (he accompanied her home), he had his arms around her …. sweet? (nah ah …).

What I didnt like from what she said was they way the guy reacted when she failed to arrive on their “date” per say coz she was sick … was asleep the whole day as she had fever. The messages she was getting were well not nice. Understandable to be pissed at having been stood up but she definitely has a reason, and halllllllerrrrr …. you’re the guy, you’re suppose to be the one to win the girl … and not tell her, okay I’ll give you a second chance … but most likely you’ll just end up doing what you did … (what the?! … will kill him!)

Was like … are you okay? didnt you think that line was intended for girls and not for you? She said some other things , and though I just met her (literally!) I know the guy and what he’s like, though we’re fwends but am a girl and I certainly dont want those words used on me … (masagpaan kag di oras).

Just couldnt believe he has someone on the floor … on the floor pa jud w/o me and Wafa knowing … for me he’s always him, would drop by my station the moment he arrives, would hug me and ask me how I am … would stay a bit to chitchat … but never did it occur to me … that he’s well falling (not the word I wanna use, but cant think of anything else at the moment) for someone.

Wafa is your modern gurlfwend while I on the other hand would be her almost classic/traditional counterpart. But we both agreed way back then when we were still sitting together … that he definitely needs a crash course called girlfriend 101 .

Now to outline the syllabus … (Wafa … if you’re reading this … edit or add anything … you’ve always been the seductress!)

Am a girl (though creepy seem to think otherwise!) born and raised that way. Might be a bit different from anyone else, but what I want as a girl would most likely what other girls want.

* Talk to her – know when to talk and definitely know when to listen.

* Mean what you say and say what you mean – (ano bah sister!); simple. be true, be real. don’t say things you’re most likely to forget the next day. sweet words are nothing when its not accompanied by action.

* Invite her somewhere – special, does not necessarily mean expensive. if you like her, don’t just ask to her to go with you to the nearest mall …. (hallllerrrr .. gipul-an na nah ug mall). don’t wait for her to ask u to accompany her somewhere … (unsa ka? tig? …. )

* Find out what you guys might have in common (aside from work … duh!) – it’d be impossible if there’s none.

* Remember lil details - things that the gal could have mentioned at one point, a tiny detail of some sort … it’d be sweet if you’d actually remember it. meaning you’ve reserve an area of your thought space for her.

* Be a gentleman (in this day and age … tagsa na lang ni) – di mag una una ug kanaog sa jeep, nya modritso lakaw … w/o waiting for her na makanaog … or lets say naa xay bitbit … no matter how small .. offer pud tawn na ikaw dala … E for effort … doesn’t hurt to do trivial things like that. Walking alongside a street, yaw tawn padaplin … nya ang girl kay naa sa side sa road … switch position tawn mo. Or if naglaroy-laroy mo sa mall … yaw tawn reklamo na dugayan kau ang girl (ky thats nature, whether you like it or not) … keep mum and patience is a virtue.

* Know how to read between the lines – lisod … pero takes time and practice. Women think differently from men, as in … being the more complicated species gkinahanglan ang pagsabot ug pasensya.

- Hala Wafa, palihog kog tiwas … am so sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepy nah … might as well go absent later -

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Why Cant They Let Me Be

So lets see … took calls after my lunch, asked a team mate to tell FC to invite me to the main conference room (across all 3 LOBs). This is what I got in return, changed the names to s’posedly protect their identity and privacy. Changed my name to Sophie Fisher and his name to Alex Fletcher (from Music and Lyrics, love that movie.) Here’s what transcribed in the main conference room, while I was busy taking commercial calls.

Sophie Fisher> tosha boss
The Sexy Bear > ahehehe @ The One Who Started It All
FC > The One Who Started It All > PLEASE Invite SOPHIE FISHER – Flecher…
FC >
Sophie Fisher> hoi The One Who Started It All … kriminal ka!!!!
The One Who Started It All> hala BOOT2!!!! gi dugangan ra nang CHAI sophie.. gi edit
Sarimanok> ahihihih
Sarimanok> aehehehehe
Deadly Rose> uyyy..issue ha!
Sarimanok> ISSUE gyud
FC > nananana
Sophie Fisher> grrrrr….knowing u The One Who Started It All… ambot!
The One Who Started It All > hala!!! kalain nimo sophie … unsa day ko?
The One Who Started It All >
The One Who Started It All > waaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Alex Fletcher > The One Who Started It All – mispelled my last name….
Small But Terrible > hahahahaha
Sarimanok > LOLZ….AHA!
The One Who Started It All > dili ako lex….. si DAVID
Sarimanok> so, ikaw diay ko ALEX?
The One Who Started It All> Wheatus Song Dirtbag ga type
Smaller And More Terrible > wow alex, ur here lex…
Sarimanok> i mean ikaw diay to?
Wheatus Song > huh?
Alex Fletcher> ofcorz im here…
Smaller And More Terrible> FLETCHER!
Wheatus Song> 1 ha
The One Who Started It All>
Sarimanok> so ni-angkon ka nga ikaw ang love team ni SOPHIE FISHER/?
Wheatus Song> at least ni admit si Alex
Smaller And More Terrible> so, it shud be… The One Who Started It All> PLEASE Invite SOPHIE FISHER – Fletcher….
Small But Terrible> wow love team…
Smaller And More Terrible> hala no???
Alex Fletcher> huh? what is that?
Sarimanok> wala oi
Wheatus Song>
Smaller And More Terrible> secret alex oi… far out!
Sarimanok> uy.,,, affected si ALEX
Small But Terrible> sekreto pra bebo!
Long Hair Dude> wow love team ni SOPHIE si ALEX?
Alex Fletcher> chai, invite our muse!!!!!!

** Confused Soul joined the Conference **

The Sexy Bear> hehehe karon pa ko
Alex Fletcher > Confused Soul!!!!!!!!!!!1
Confused Soul> wassalam
Sarimanok> murag ana…kay gi correct man gyud ni ALEX
FC> malay kum
Confused Soul> EOP pls
Sarimanok> dili daw flecher…
The Sexy Bear> react to da max
Sarimanok> SOPHIE FISHER – FLETCHER gyud daw
Sarimanok> ehehehhe
Someone I Dont Know> who courted who, man?
Long Haired Dude > nuptial
Sarimanok > dont know
Alex Fletcher>
Sarimanok > eheheh
The One Who Started It All > HOIST!!!! stop it na
Confused Soul > Alex and Sophie is already on ana rah
Wheatus Song> da erase lagi!
Alex Fletcher >
Someone I Dont Know > Alex Guilty….
The One Who Started It All > ikaw jud Wheatus Song .. ako jud imung pakasad on
Sarimanok > Sarimanok > SOPHIE FISHER – FLETCHER gyud daw — JUST MAKING SURE YOU ALL GET THIS…
Sarimanok> Sarimanok > SOPHIE FISHER – FLETCHER gyud daw — JUST MAKING SURE YOU ALL GET THIS…
Wheatus Song > ha! la ko labot oi
Prince of Thieves > what happen here?
The Sexy Bear> hehehehe kana
Sarimanok > oops
Confused Soul >Alex Fletcher love Sophie Fisher
Small But Terrible > flames
The Sexy Bear > hala where is sophie ???
The One Who Started It All > Wheatus Song DIRTBAG… STOP IT
Agent Number 1 > really? new love team in the making diay?
Agent Number 1> wuiiiiiii
Wheatus Song > ha!
Small But Terrible > kalooy ni sophie..wlang kaalam alam
Wheatus Song> @ The One Who Started It All
Someone I Dont Know > how did it start man? who courted who?
Sarimanok > invite her so she would know…
Sarimanok > ehehehe
Sarimanok > umm…now, since she doesnt know..
Small But Terrible > sophiiiiieeeee..yhoooooohoooooooooooooooooo
Sarimanok > i think siya ang court (unsay pasabot ani? ako maoy nanguyab?)
The One Who Started It All > STOP THIS noW! start an issue with me.. not with my good FRIENDS sophie and alex
Sarimanok > aw..naa diay siya
Sarimanok > ahihihih
Sarimanok > kahilas nimo The One Who Started It All
Sarimanok > ikaw raba nag-una2x ha
The Sexy Bear >
Sarimanok > last ka nalang ha
Creepy One > sophie is here in QC wui..
Wheatus Song > who started it?
The One Who Started It All > you can HIT ME not my friends!!!!
Sarimanok > kahilas oi
the Sexy Bear > save by The One Who Started It All
The One Who Started It All > It was Wheatus Song
Small But Terrible > wow The One Who Started It All
Sarimanok > whatever The One Who Started It All
Sarimanok > ehehehehehehehhe
Wheatus Song > what!
Wheatus Song >
Small But Terrible > hala the buzz shobiz central mani dire
Sarimanok > The One Who Started It All … liar’s go to hell
The One Who Started It All>
Sarimanok > yup..si The One Who Started It All nag-una una
Sarimanok > ahihihih
The One Who Started It All > i am in HELL!!
The One Who Started It All > so i can take anything just dont hit on my FRIENDS sophie AND alex
The One Who Started It All > char
Small But Terrible > makahilak nako The One Who Started It All
Sarimanok > sige…so The One Who Started It All …liar’s go to hell raba
Small But Terrible > The One Who Started It All, so how lucky are your best friends if this is the case?
Small But Terrible > swerte ra ma frienships ni The One Who Started It All…
The One Who Started It All> i dunno.. one thing for sure… i can fight for them
Confused Soul> iring
Small But Terrible > mohilak na jud ko ani…
Small But Terrible > iring gi layget!
The One Who Started It All > but mamili jud kog friends
The One Who Started It All > arti bya ko
The One Who Started It All > char
The One Who Started It All > sapot jud dayon ko
Small But Terrible > mao!
Alex Fletcher > The One Who Started It All you really are such a good friend!!!!!!
Alex Fletcher > Confused Soul , EOP!!!!!!!!!!
Confused Soul > 9 pa ko out
Alex Fletcher >
Confused Soul > EOP ur face Alex love Sophie
The One Who Started It All > LUNCH !!!!!

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So that ended it, didnt know what I’ve done wrong, nanong na issue mi. We’re friends nothing more nothing less, lisod ba gud diay nang sabton? Didnt know unsay sinugdanan ana, didnt even know him till Commercial and thats it.

Madala pa man guro to nako if sa team qc lang, pero across the site … tanan LOB … murag di jud carry. The One Who Started It All, sent me an email sa outlook, ni apologize kunohay … but what good would it do? the damage has been done.

Naghilom-hilom ra man ta ko, minding my own business, pero nanong gihilabtan man jud ko … Creepy One said okay ra man nah Weng. We’ll pasaylo-a kay dili xa okay nako, if these people want issues ako dili, is that so hard to understand?

Perti nilang lingawa … ako nauwaw, galagot ug on the verge of deciding, talking to him from the very beginning was a huge mistake kung maingon man lang diay ani.

Kung pede pa lang i turn back time, na I have no idea who he is … mas maayo pa guro. I want my peace back … hunong na mo beh … I dont need that, I dont want it. I dont even know him that much, bag-o ra mi nagkaila … can you just match him with someone else? I dont want your attention, I hate what these people are doing. Just let me be. If these people like him hala go kamo lang, leave me out of the picture. he’s all yours for all I care.

Call it whatever you like, OA na kung OA, I dont care … I enjoyed my anonymity and I want that back.

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