My Restless Feet

I’ve known for quite sometime that she’ll eventually resign due to primarily health reasons, second is coz of mean people who were way too quick to judge and were way too harsh. But confirming what I’ve known all along was just way too much I think, the sense of finality was just hard. I dunno, she said she got her resignation letter printed out, she’d be giving it to our tl later. I know its for good, she’s not a quitter contrary to what others might think when they know about her resigning, she’s not mentally sick contrary to what others say, she has no personality issues contrary to what some people joke about.

Its just sad knowing that we never had the time to talk in all 12 months she has stayed with the company till the later part. I mean talk about wasted time … she’s real, more real than anyone I’ve ever met, closer than anyone else has ever been to me. The effortless way she saw through me, and the way she understood was something I never expected from anyone.

Was okay when she said it earlier this morning, but when I get to read her latest entry on her blog, thats when I started crying … just cant stop em from flowing. She had Signal Fire by Snow Patrol back on her blog, this song would always remind me of her, the thought of her leaving the company, the song, reading her post, made the tears fall from my eyes like theres no tomorrow.

Her latest post:

ADIEU

Today, I will put an end to a chapter in my life that lasted for a year and eighteen days. Hopefully, it’d also put an end to a sweet dream that turned sour.

I am leaving this chapter of my life behind not because I am quitter, or I’m not strong enough to face the challenges. There’s a saying that goes, “When everything is coming towards you, You may be at the wrong side of the road”.

I am moving on for good… again, not because I’m a quitter but because I feel that it’s time to start something new, to grow and explore.

Tomorrow, it will be a new day for me. A new beginning.

(to be continued..)

//cc/lex

I know am not losing her, she’d still be around thats for sure, but one more friendly face gone from the floor is just a sad thing to contemplate.

My reminder of someone beautiful, of someone special and of someone strong, tosha, tosha bro for being around, for understanding, for everything.