We were told that the results would be available by October 30, 2007. My colleague called the school already, shes as excited as I am but was told its not yet available . Grrrrrrr … am anxious to know the result, if I pass or if I fail. Shit! It’d be so so embarassing if I fail … must mean am so so so so damn stupid. Where’d all the stuff from college? Stored somewhere? Wahehehe but am hoping the three of us … oh no make that 4 … would pass it’d be good to have a friendly face inside the classroom.
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Was combing my hair while mom was standing by the sink doing something, we were talking about the elections and basically arguing bout my reasons for not voting. Told her I’ve lost faith in the political system of this country, would only vote once not a single candidate would drop by our house and offer cash in exchange for our votes. She said that will never happen, then I said so I’ll never vote. She said you gotta face reality, some things will never go the way you want them to. I said I’ve accepted the reality, I’m facing it but that does not mean that I’ll flow along with it. She said you are so bull-headed, I hate the way you keep pushing people away … you know they care yet you keep them out. I laughed and told her am not pushing them away Ma, just testing the waters. See who’d never get tired and would still persistenly show they cared. She said thats not a nice attitude, people do have their limits and you might end up regretting, losing those people who cared initially but got sick with you being so stubborn. Told her then that only means one thing, they’re never real and they’re never bound to stay.
Out of nowhere I asked her, what’d happen to me when you’re gone? asked it as calmly as someone asking what’s for lunch?. She said, you’d cry no you’d wail your lungs out. The misery and sorrow I’ve grown accustomed to seeing whenever I look into your eyes would double probably triple … you’d probably lose all reason for living but then again thats normal. Right from the start I’ve always told you that one day I’d be gone thats how its always s’pose to be and everyone will go through the same pain you’re gonna go through but time will heal you, will make you better. That’s what I kept telling you pain is easier to bear when you have someone to pour your heart out. Not the pages of your notebook, it will never comfort you, it will never tell you things are gonna be okay.
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Got tagged by Lex of Parisukat.com; the 7 anonymous tag of people who means a lot to me , inspired me and showed they cared for me. They never reached 7, thats too much to hope for. I only have 4 people who have proven there worth through time and not just talk. People I know who will always be there through my ups and downs, who’d never turn their back on me, who have come to love and accept me despite the flaws. Who’d mean every word they say and not forget them the day after. Might say am not blessed given I only have 4 people but at least I know they’re real, not just passersby bound to leave when the going gets too tough.
4 people who mattered, who cared, who’d stand by my side no matter what, who’d always believe that I can do it, who’d always try to cheer me up through the worst nightmares. 4 people whom I know will always be around.
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Was visiting Brian Gaardner’s site, and found this campaign for Pink October, a campaign to raise awareness and attention to Breast Cancer which seems to be a major cause for death in women regardless of age and race. Albeit late as its almost the end of October but never the less one can always show support regardless of time.
Having had a breast mass extraction myself last year I know what its like, feeling the pain and the constant fear wondering if its benign or malignant. Then the anticipation for the extraction itself was scary and was just thankful that I had the guts to got through the whole thing and was so glad when it was over. Can still remember the surgeon’s surprise when he saw that it was as big as a jackstone ball.
Would probably grow back thats what he said seconded by my OB by I pray to heavens that it wont. The thought of the pain and another extraction is just too much plus the scar …. dont want to go through it again.
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Saturday shift, I find myself sitting in the coldest station imaginable … even Creepy one complained that its too cold. During his first break I asked him to smuggle sandwich inside, I was terribly hungry last I’ve eaten was Friday morning I think, burger and fries. So when he came back I gobbled the food like there’s no tomorrow heheheh … what followed after was indescribable pain and the strong feeling of throwing up.
Unable to contain it any longer, went on unsched break informed a team lead I’ll be going to the clinic and head straight to the restroom, where I puked everything out. What I just ate and tons and tons of liquid, but that didn’t stop the pain and was so exhausted with all the puking I sat on the restroom floor and wished for the floor to just open up and consume me. Wiped my mouth and mustered the courage to go down to the clinic where the freakin nurse asked me if am pregnant after telling her my predicament. Grrr…told her that’s impossible coz we practice safe sex … hated her ever since she slept while talking to me sometime ago … wished for the Gates of Hades to just consume her.
Anyways she gave me tablets am skeptical to take knowing she’s careless at times. Went back to the floor as if nothing happened. Was over break for 15 minutes but no one seemed to notice which was exactly what I hoped for. This is not the first I’ve been throwing up whatever I ate in the past few months though they occur at random and not every time I eat, only two to three times a week but they were never accompanied by stomach pains.
Never thought of myself as bulimic till now … I don’t indulge in binge-eating, heck I hardly eat at all … and when I do eat I never felt guilty bout it. But the puking is one characteristic of bulimia and not only mom but other people from work, our nosy neighbors noticed my sudden lose of weight. I don’t force myself to throw up, it just comes, a couple of minutes after eating. Not every time I eat but twice or thrice a week, haven’t given it much thought till Saturday … the pain was scary.
We’ll see … would count the instances I’d threw up this week. Wafa is getting bigger while am getting thinner … truly, opposite attracts.
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Paris, where Lestat got spotted by Magnus and made into a vampire in Anne Rice’s Vampire Lestat. An old city, the epitome of romanticism, of fashion and glamour, of elegance and the classical. The city were Christine Daae got entrapped in Eriks’s music and passion.
A relatively small city but is very much attracting visitors from all over the world. Situated on the River Seine, it has long been considered the paragon of style and the most glamorous city in all of Europe. Classical and modern in the strickest sense of the word, with the tiny alleyways and lanes to the pompous vista from Louvre to La Defense.
There’s also the reknowned landmark, Eiffel Tower built by Gustave Eiffel, where Tom Cruise proposed marriage to Katie Holmes. Whew!
Then there’s the Notre Dame de Paris, known simply as Notre Dame and is the seat of the Archbishop of Paris, considered to be the finest example of French Gothic architecture saved from destruction by Viollet-le-Duc.
The Louvre, considered to be most visited art museum in the world as of 2006 is one of the many attractions and a must visit in Paris. It houses some of the world’s most famous works of arts, such as Leonardo da Vinci’s Mona Lisa, The Virgin and the Child by St. Anne to name a few.
The Sacre Coeur Basilica in the summit of Montmartre is another popular landmark in Paris France. A catholic basilica dedicated to the Sacred Heart of Jesus, also the home of a large and very fine organ built by Aristide Cavaillé-Coll for a private home in Biarritz.
Another attraction is the Arch de Triomphe, in the centre of the Place Charles de Gaulle. This serves to honor those soldiers who fought for France especially during the Napoleonic Wars, it also has the tomb of the Unknown Soldier.
Then a dinner while cruising the Seine River would be most romantic especially at night. Definitely another attraction in Paris both for couples and singles alike.
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Ever considered getting a cash advance? Especially when pay day is still far off and you end up finding yourself in an unexpected turn of events?
But then how fast is the approval? The thought of going to a lending firm at times waiting on queue, wondering when will your turn come, the hassle of physically showing up personally is one of the many things that would stop a prospective borrower.
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Went to the mall with a team mate to look for what nots … and we pass by the toys section and saw this section full of huggables … whew! am hooked and I knew it so since I cant have all of them … just asked my friend to take a pic of me with them … as if “its mine”.
- kaluoy sa bata woi -
- woi ibutang na nah wena, di na nimo pede isulod sa imo bag -
- sige smile … iuli na dayon nya bye bye nah-
The kid in me would always come out when I see these huggables … *sigh*
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Was checking through my emails earlier and was getting a bunch of junk mails as usual. But one email caught my eye, free online casino. A bunch of online casino sites for various games, online slots, blackjacks, roullete, video poker and a lot more. I’ve heard of poker but didnt know such a thing as video poker exists.
Sorting through my other junk mails, found out that mail adverts for casino sites are a bit unreal. What I mean is the adverts they placed on the email is not as real as it is once you get to the site. Good thing there’s a site that provides full review, editor and user ratings among various online casinos. It also delayed as it categorizes the sites according to games they’re most well known for.
Lets say for Online Slots, the top one site per editor and player rating is Vegas Red Casino, prospective players are given an overview on max bonus etc and has the option to read the full review provided by users and editors. Same goes with other games such as Bingo, Carribean Stud, Backgammon, Online Poker, Craps, Roulette and etc.
So if you’re one of those online players seeking the best casino sites out there on the web then do check out Pro360.com; they;ve been reviewingcasino online since 1997.
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We had our crazy day again & our theme was “back2school” everyone was more than happy to dress up like they were on their way to flag ceremony (arms forward plz) hehehe yourstruly was clad with white long sleeved polo, tie, black skirt, knee socks & black shoes LOLZ! It was deffinitely oodles of fun!
The nice thing about our team is that we all cooperate no matter how silly we look, we even dressed up like partan folks & won 2nd (that’s another story for another time)
I made sure I had plenty of pins with me in case of any wardrobe malfunctions such us buttons popping out to reveal body parts that would get us a memo hehehe & several rubber bands to tie ou hair like “chabilita”
Anyway, just want to share the pics & hope you enjoy watching it as much!
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Inspired from Marni’s blog, am coming up with my 23 things. Why 23, coz I was born on the 23rd of November guess you can say my favorite number as well.
1. Am an only child
2. I dunno how to cook.
3. I like long talks no matter how senseless.
4. Am scared of flying cockroaches, lizards and snakes.
5. I love the beach, sunset and sunrise.
6. Am crazy about fries and lasagna.
7. I almost always feel lonely and detached.
8. I love pink, teddy bears and butterflies.
9. Am a frustrated skateboarder and photographer.
10. I like goth and music and the mythical.
11. There’s always a song constantly playing in my head.
12. Am a hopeless romantic but far from suicidal.
13. Am scared of thunder and lightning.
14. I’m almost always lost in space.
15. I fear committment and emotional attachment.
16. I have thin fingers basically small hands.
17. Am stupid, dumb and annoying at times.
18. I search for what I know does not exist.
19. Tears almost always fall down my face when no ones watching.
20. I write more than I talk.
21. I dont forgive nor do I forget.
22. Am picky when it comes to food; a certified coffee addict.
23. Am haunted and I dunno why.
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Aisa’s post b-day celebration and Nikko’s despedida party at Pod5 BTC and at City Grill.
There were a few people only, moi, lil gurl, Aisat, Nikko, Eds, Jake and his gf. Sang my lungs out at Pod5 and got tipsy at City Grill. Talked about issues here and there … chikkas here and there. Sad to see Nikko leaving for Japan but happy in a way as he’s venturing out of the country to try his luck and test the waters. Kinsay sunod?
Many people from our wave are leaving, Jake already confirmed that he’ll be gone first thing next year, Griz is also rumored to follow suit and so is Herbie … whew. Talk about moving on to greener pastures.
Anyways … headed to City Grill to talk and talk over a few bottles of RH. Ended up tipsy but sane. Went to jobbe after had to eat to clear my mind out otherwise I wont be confident to make it home. Keep reminding myself that things have change and there’s no one else to look out for you. Unlike before where I can get wasted all I want and still know that am safe and that I’d get home safe and sound. Tsk tsk …
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somehow as days go by i’ve managed to lose all reason to smile, a genuine smile that is. my facade is still up might crumble at times but then who’d notice? not much seemed to care. though the shock and the pain of knowing i’d lose her anytime soon is no longer as painful as it was the first time but its never gone. i’ve tried my damnedest to stay strong to never shed tears as they’d weaken me but hell. am just human.
so now am here with another round of emotional breakdown, am tired to be honest and most of all am scared of whats to come. things have gone so erratic that even sleep, the thought of sleeping and waking up finding her gone has cost me my sleep and i think my sanity.
was blog hopping earlier and in one blog the blogger said we all need our version of superman though we might not admit it but deep inside we know we do. i agree … i definitely need mine now .. to take me out of this dark hole am stuck in. to tell me everythings gonna be alright. to hug and wipe away my tears.
tomorrow’s another day and its troubling me knowing that we dont have enough money for tomorrow’s refill, we do but that’d mean taking up from my savings and she knows and the look on her face brought out the tears I never thought still exisits. i told her we’re gonna be fine … my voice sounded funny to my ears.
what’d happen to my plan of going back to school? another additional expense, i certainly cant afford. then she said … hunongon na lang ni nato nak, pabigat ra jud ni nimo ai … was like ma, yaw anah … hearing her give up is more than I can take. its like taking all thats left of my will to continue.
hearing her talk incoherently in sleep is making me feel so helpless knowing that theres nothing I can do about it. am just right beside her but she’s not corehent enough to recognize who I am. and moments like these, when am alone with her, looking at her, listening wondering what i can do knowing that theres nothing, nothing at all i can do … is just too much …
people wonder why I cant sleep, why I got bags under my eyes, I mean who can? no song can block out the sound coming from her. not that I want to, who knows that could be the very last sound I’d ever hear from her.
im tired with the weight i have to bear alone and most of all am scared, so scared to whats to come. scared that i might not find another reason to continue.
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Went to the school to take the entrance examination for Master in Education - Special Education Major in Mental Retardation, whew! that was long and so was the line of examinees. When I submitted my requirements, I was asked by the in charge to pay my examination fee at the accounting office. Being new to the school it seemed like a maze to me, had a hard time finding my way had to ask a couple of students where the accounting office is. When I finally reached the accounting office, it was close. Looked closely on the schedule posted and it says 1:00 PM to 3PM, looked at my phone and its 2:15PM, how come they’re close?
Then came Mr. Nice Guy to the rescue (ewww…) when he saw my dilemma, he came to my rescure (charot!!!) knocked on the window till a lady opened it and accepted my payment. He was cute (and edible) per wafa’s standards (w/c is by the way hard to reach) but he was loud and damn so chatty as if we’ve known each other since prep school. Duh! thanks for helping me but I certainly dont want you following me all the way back to the Grad. School’s office much more to the jeepney stop. Grrrr …. asked for my name told him its Celine, (was the first name that came to mind) and never bothered to ask for his.
Cute and all but all flesh and most likely no substance (accdg. to my standards that is), what irked me most was the fact that he’s so feeling close. Imagine walking me all the way through the jeepney stop. Halllllllllleeeeeerrrr. Anyways didnt say much so as not to appear an ingrate or rude but heck I was boiling inside. Nyways that was yesterday, today or shall I say earlier, I met Myka and Julius (was so thankful for this) inside the school on the way to the testing center. If I havent met them I would have been lost in the maze, the three of us sat on the same row.
I find them amusing, cutest couple I’ve met on the floor, just find it amazing that they share so much in common that they ended up going to school together and taking the same course together. Whew! when their undergrad courses were way too different. The exam came as a shock, had to dig the archives of my brain for nouns, adjective and adverbs. Heck! that was so so so many years ago … what a drain. ‘Twas then I realized that I’m dumber than I was a year ago. It was a 3 type examination, the first was all about IQ I think good for 40 minutes, second was about language and reading comprehension, had to rock my brain for connectors (now that on earth are connectors?), then the last was I dunno how it was called but most likely spot the difference.
I’d say ’twas hard dunno with Myka and Julius but it was for me, after a year of never reading about nouns, connectors, adverbs, subject verb agreement and who knows what else.
TJ was there with his gf, another cute couple, taking the same course together. Chatted a bit after the exams and if we’re lucky enough to pass, all three of us (moi, Myka and TJ) would be classmates this coming semester.
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Its 6:08 AM; will have my entrance exam at 7:30 AM. A bit nervous but excited the thought of a new focus somehow gave me new hope. A friend said how come you don’t have a direction when you’re working, guess she never understood after all the things that am going through. Made me reevaluate the friendship I shared with her, bad as it may seem but the moment she said that it made me see her as someone shallow.
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For Lex of Parisukat.com; tosha bro for the background image you created for us. And most of all for the gift of friendship.
See yah around.
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Sleep has been very elusive since I dunno, maybe coz I think and feel too much. Mom was worried she approached me and said, someone or something needs to bring back the spark in your eyes, your smile didnt reach your eyes, your laughter sounded fake to my ears. (I was like … what the?!) She continued telling me that I seem to lose my reason for living, uhhhmmm … am not, am just … I dunno. Maybe she’s getting poetic but she said your eyes are getting more sorrowful each day. (Shooootttt … damn these eyes!!!)
She’s the third person to ever say that, what the heck is wrong with my eyes?! They’re black just like everyone else (hehehe). Nywayz told her am okay, nothings wrong with me and with my eyes except for the vision that is. Was prompted to sleep for the nth time, all the while found this song from She’s All That soundtrack; could very well say its one of the sweetest song I’ve ever heard; another one is I Wanna Be by Avant (wafa thinks so too). Had the song playing over and over … last song syndrome? heheh nah just cant get enough of it.
Here’s the lyrics and below is the song itself.
To Make You Feel My Love by Josh Kelly
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there’s no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
Oh, I know you haven’t made your mind up yet
But I will never do you wrong
I knew right from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind we’d belong
I’d go hungry, I’d go black and blue
I’d go crawling down the avenue
No, there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love
hmmm…..
Oh, the storms raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain’t seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
No, there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
I’ll go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love [4x]
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Didnt expect this but we got a gift from Krung . Definitely something that made me smile after having shed so much tears. Tosha gurl for this and for the visit.
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While I was staying at Parisukat’s blog; on her tag board saw a bunch of new people. Arlene was one of them; blog hopped to her site and found out she’s Pinay like me from Davao. Got her added to my blogroll and she got a nice suprise for me.
An early halloweeeen treat; thank you so much Arlene; really appreciate it.
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Found out this other issue (aside from me and my instant popularity across the floor) just earlier after shift, while the creepy one and I ate Siomai (w/c by the way made me a mistisa the entire day … details later in this post) with two other people I’ve bumped in the lobby or so at one point. The account’s growing and theres lots of new faces both beautiful and ugly, friendly and nasty (what the!) anyways, so I found eating Siomai and the creepy one talking to the other two person (dont want to mention names) … did I say that right? two person? without s or with s? … freak! Whatever, they were talking basically nonesense (at least to me) dont digg on basketball and tennis or any other activity foreign to me. Now person number 1 (w/c happens to be a guy) is another loud person whom at one point said upon seeing my name that am new … yeah the newest “rookie” on the floor … what wave again? 21 yeah .. thats me.
* Mean what you say and say what you mean - (ano bah sister!); simple. be true, be real. don’t say things you’re most likely to forget the next day. sweet words are nothing when its not accompanied by action.
* Invite her somewhere - special, does not necessarily mean expensive. if you like her, don’t just ask to her to go with you to the nearest mall …. (hallllerrrr .. gipul-an na nah ug mall). don’t wait for her to ask u to accompany her somewhere … (unsa ka? tig? …. )
* Find out what you guys might have in common (aside from work … duh!) - it’d be impossible if there’s none.
* Remember lil details - things that the gal could have mentioned at one point, a tiny detail of some sort … it’d be sweet if you’d actually remember it. meaning you’ve reserve an area of your thought space for her.
* Be a gentleman (in this day and age … tagsa na lang ni) - di mag una una ug kanaog sa jeep, nya modritso lakaw … w/o waiting for her na makanaog … or lets say naa xay bitbit … no matter how small .. offer pud tawn na ikaw dala … E for effort … doesn’t hurt to do trivial things like that. Walking alongside a street, yaw tawn padaplin … nya ang girl kay naa sa side sa road … switch position tawn mo. Or if naglaroy-laroy mo sa mall … yaw tawn reklamo na dugayan kau ang girl (ky thats nature, whether you like it or not) … keep mum and patience is a virtue.
* Know how to read between the lines - lisod … pero takes time and practice. Women think differently from men, as in … being the more complicated species gkinahanglan ang pagsabot ug pasensya.
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Ever dreamed of getting your own car? I mean who doesnt, every college student or even high school students fancy a car to drive. Why not? No worries about getting late, no worries about missing the bus, no worries of thinking which route goes to this area and so forth. Imagine late nights on top the car roof star gazing, or a picnic by the beach miles away from your place. The convenience of owning your own wheels is just fantastic.
But ever care to think about the responsibility? I mean what things do you need aside obviously from gas maintenance? For teenagers, those in their junior year high school, driving your own wheels and not your dad’s is a very cool idea, but ever come to think of the Teen Driver Auto Policy? When your one of those hard to place teenagers and is considered to be a poor driver in need of quality auto insurance rates, the Advantage Auto Quotes is the company for you.
With Advantage Auto Quotes, drivers (teenagers and pro alike) get big names in the insurance industry to compete one another to give you better car insurance rates.. They have insurance solutions for any make and model of vehicles, ford , mazda, toyota you name it. Whether you’re sitting behind a sports car or a truck, this company can get you the best rates for an insurance on your car.
Request a quote now online, either for commercial or personal use, you can choose from the various coverage plans they have. You can also get multiple quotes on all types of insurance coverage plans they have.
So what are you waiting for? Got a car? The go ahead request a quote and get insured.
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So lets see … took calls after my lunch, asked a team mate to tell FC to invite me to the main conference room (across all 3 LOBs). This is what I got in return, changed the names to s’posedly protect their identity and privacy. Changed my name to Sophie Fisher and his name to Alex Fletcher (from Music and Lyrics, love that movie.) Here’s what transcribed in the main conference room, while I was busy taking commercial calls.
Sophie Fisher> tosha boss
The Sexy Bear > ahehehe @ The One Who Started It All
FC > The One Who Started It All > PLEASE Invite SOPHIE FISHER - Flecher…
FC >
Sophie Fisher> hoi The One Who Started It All … kriminal ka!!!!
The One Who Started It All> hala BOOT2!!!! gi dugangan ra nang CHAI sophie.. gi edit
Sarimanok> ahihihih
Sarimanok> aehehehehe
Deadly Rose> uyyy..issue ha!
Sarimanok> ISSUE gyud
FC > nananana
Sophie Fisher> grrrrr….knowing u The One Who Started It All… ambot!
The One Who Started It All > hala!!! kalain nimo sophie … unsa day ko?
The One Who Started It All >
The One Who Started It All > waaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Alex Fletcher > The One Who Started It All - mispelled my last name….
Small But Terrible > hahahahaha
Sarimanok > LOLZ….AHA!
The One Who Started It All > dili ako lex….. si DAVID
Sarimanok> so, ikaw diay ko ALEX?
The One Who Started It All> Wheatus Song Dirtbag ga type
Smaller And More Terrible > wow alex, ur here lex…
Sarimanok> i mean ikaw diay to?
Wheatus Song > huh?
Alex Fletcher> ofcorz im here…
Smaller And More Terrible> FLETCHER!
Wheatus Song> 1 ha
The One Who Started It All>
Sarimanok> so ni-angkon ka nga ikaw ang love team ni SOPHIE FISHER/?
Wheatus Song> at least ni admit si Alex
Smaller And More Terrible> so, it shud be… The One Who Started It All> PLEASE Invite SOPHIE FISHER - Fletcher….
Small But Terrible> wow love team…
Smaller And More Terrible> hala no???
Alex Fletcher> huh? what is that?
Sarimanok> wala oi
Wheatus Song>
Smaller And More Terrible> secret alex oi… far out!
Sarimanok> uy.,,, affected si ALEX
Small But Terrible> sekreto pra bebo!
Long Hair Dude> wow love team ni SOPHIE si ALEX?
Alex Fletcher> chai, invite our muse!!!!!!
** Confused Soul joined the Conference **
The Sexy Bear> hehehe karon pa ko
Alex Fletcher > Confused Soul!!!!!!!!!!!1
Confused Soul> wassalam
Sarimanok> murag ana…kay gi correct man gyud ni ALEX
FC> malay kum
Confused Soul> EOP pls
Sarimanok> dili daw flecher…
The Sexy Bear> react to da max
Sarimanok> SOPHIE FISHER - FLETCHER gyud daw
Sarimanok> ehehehhe
Someone I Dont Know> who courted who, man?
Long Haired Dude > nuptial
Sarimanok > dont know
Alex Fletcher>
Sarimanok > eheheh
The One Who Started It All > HOIST!!!! stop it na
Confused Soul > Alex and Sophie is already on ana rah
Wheatus Song> da erase lagi!
Alex Fletcher >
Someone I Dont Know > Alex Guilty….
The One Who Started It All > ikaw jud Wheatus Song .. ako jud imung pakasad on
Sarimanok > Sarimanok > SOPHIE FISHER - FLETCHER gyud daw — JUST MAKING SURE YOU ALL GET THIS…
Sarimanok> Sarimanok > SOPHIE FISHER - FLETCHER gyud daw — JUST MAKING SURE YOU ALL GET THIS…
Wheatus Song > ha! la ko labot oi
Prince of Thieves > what happen here?
The Sexy Bear> hehehehe kana
Sarimanok > oops
Confused Soul >Alex Fletcher love Sophie Fisher
Small But Terrible > flames
The Sexy Bear > hala where is sophie ???
The One Who Started It All > Wheatus Song DIRTBAG… STOP IT
Agent Number 1 > really? new love team in the making diay?
Agent Number 1> wuiiiiiii
Wheatus Song > ha!
Small But Terrible > kalooy ni sophie..wlang kaalam alam
Wheatus Song> @ The One Who Started It All
Someone I Dont Know > how did it start man? who courted who?
Sarimanok > invite her so she would know…
Sarimanok > ehehehe
Sarimanok > umm…now, since she doesnt know..
Small But Terrible > sophiiiiieeeee..yhoooooohoooooooooooooooooo
Sarimanok > i think siya ang court (unsay pasabot ani? ako maoy nanguyab?)
The One Who Started It All > STOP THIS noW! start an issue with me.. not with my good FRIENDS sophie and alex
Sarimanok > aw..naa diay siya
Sarimanok > ahihihih
Sarimanok > kahilas nimo The One Who Started It All
Sarimanok > ikaw raba nag-una2x ha
The Sexy Bear >
Sarimanok > last ka nalang ha
Creepy One > sophie is here in QC wui..
Wheatus Song > who started it?
The One Who Started It All > you can HIT ME not my friends!!!!
Sarimanok > kahilas oi
the Sexy Bear > save by The One Who Started It All
The One Who Started It All > It was Wheatus Song
Small But Terrible > wow The One Who Started It All
Sarimanok > whatever The One Who Started It All
Sarimanok > ehehehehehehehhe
Wheatus Song > what!
Wheatus Song >
Small But Terrible > hala the buzz shobiz central mani dire
Sarimanok > The One Who Started It All … liar’s go to hell
The One Who Started It All>
Sarimanok > yup..si The One Who Started It All nag-una una
Sarimanok > ahihihih
The One Who Started It All > i am in HELL!!
The One Who Started It All > so i can take anything just dont hit on my FRIENDS sophie AND alex
The One Who Started It All > char
Small But Terrible > makahilak nako The One Who Started It All
Sarimanok > sige…so The One Who Started It All …liar’s go to hell raba
Small But Terrible > The One Who Started It All, so how lucky are your best friends if this is the case?
Small But Terrible > swerte ra ma frienships ni The One Who Started It All…
The One Who Started It All> i dunno.. one thing for sure… i can fight for them
Confused Soul> iring
Small But Terrible > mohilak na jud ko ani…
Small But Terrible > iring gi layget!
The One Who Started It All > but mamili jud kog friends
The One Who Started It All > arti bya ko
The One Who Started It All > char
The One Who Started It All > sapot jud dayon ko
Small But Terrible > mao!
Alex Fletcher > The One Who Started It All you really are such a good friend!!!!!!
Alex Fletcher > Confused Soul , EOP!!!!!!!!!!
Confused Soul > 9 pa ko out
Alex Fletcher >
Confused Soul > EOP ur face Alex love Sophie
The One Who Started It All > LUNCH !!!!!
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So that ended it, didnt know what I’ve done wrong, nanong na issue mi. We’re friends nothing more nothing less, lisod ba gud diay nang sabton? Didnt know unsay sinugdanan ana, didnt even know him till Commercial and thats it.
Madala pa man guro to nako if sa team qc lang, pero across the site … tanan LOB … murag di jud carry. The One Who Started It All, sent me an email sa outlook, ni apologize kunohay … but what good would it do? the damage has been done.
Naghilom-hilom ra man ta ko, minding my own business, pero nanong gihilabtan man jud ko … Creepy One said okay ra man nah Weng. We’ll pasaylo-a kay dili xa okay nako, if these people want issues ako dili, is that so hard to understand?
Perti nilang lingawa … ako nauwaw, galagot ug on the verge of deciding, talking to him from the very beginning was a huge mistake kung maingon man lang diay ani.
Kung pede pa lang i turn back time, na I have no idea who he is … mas maayo pa guro. I want my peace back … hunong na mo beh … I dont need that, I dont want it. I dont even know him that much, bag-o ra mi nagkaila … can you just match him with someone else? I dont want your attention, I hate what these people are doing. Just let me be. If these people like him hala go kamo lang, leave me out of the picture. he’s all yours for all I care.
Call it whatever you like, OA na kung OA, I dont care … I enjoyed my anonymity and I want that back.
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My otherwise perfect digestive process has been disrupted & is now in great tumult, pity meh! This may have been caused by the binging yesterday at Blue Reef and the Oishi Manju this morning. I can hear the raging battle taking place inside my intestines. The undigested food in offense, while my bowel in defense. In a battle, there will be freaking casualties, can you blame me if I’m not very sympathetic?! Oh I could just die, literally die!
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I’ve known for quite sometime that she’ll eventually resign due to primarily health reasons, second is coz of mean people who were way too quick to judge and were way too harsh. But confirming what I’ve known all along was just way too much I think, the sense of finality was just hard. I dunno, she said she got her resignation letter printed out, she’d be giving it to our tl later. I know its for good, she’s not a quitter contrary to what others might think when they know about her resigning, she’s not mentally sick contrary to what others say, she has no personality issues contrary to what some people joke about.
Its just sad knowing that we never had the time to talk in all 12 months she has stayed with the company till the later part. I mean talk about wasted time … she’s real, more real than anyone I’ve ever met, closer than anyone else has ever been to me. The effortless way she saw through me, and the way she understood was something I never expected from anyone.
Was okay when she said it earlier this morning, but when I get to read her latest entry on her blog, thats when I started crying … just cant stop em from flowing. She had Signal Fire by Snow Patrol back on her blog, this song would always remind me of her, the thought of her leaving the company, the song, reading her post, made the tears fall from my eyes like theres no tomorrow.
Her latest post:
Today, I will put an end to a chapter in my life that lasted for a year and eighteen days. Hopefully, it’d also put an end to a sweet dream that turned sour.
I am leaving this chapter of my life behind not because I am quitter, or I’m not strong enough to face the challenges. There’s a saying that goes, “When everything is coming towards you, You may be at the wrong side of the road”.
I am moving on for good… again, not because I’m a quitter but because I feel that it’s time to start something new, to grow and explore.
Tomorrow, it will be a new day for me. A new beginning.
(to be continued..)
//cc/lex
I know am not losing her, she’d still be around thats for sure, but one more friendly face gone from the floor is just a sad thing to contemplate.
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My reminder of someone beautiful, of someone special and of someone strong, tosha, tosha bro for being around, for understanding, for everything.
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On hobbies and what nots, lets see … mom said I keep a boxful of useless things consuming up much needed space. Hehehe … guess thats true, had so many proclaimed hobbies cant seem to keep track of all of em.
First of is my passion for writing, that in the advent of technology has made me switch to blogging. Then comes swapping with people from all over the world, coz of these I got a bunch of stamps, postcards, fonecards, stickers and stationeries worldwide. Am also fascinated with FB’s, efbs, decos and slams. Whew! Mom used to say I spend so much on my “childish” vices, imagine sending a parcel to Poland, or to Germany … usual postage for me is like P360 regular airmail for one parcel to one person. And its not just one person mind you … hehehehe … but I dont have any regrets, I like the correspondence am getting from these people, so near yet so many miles away. Next is cross stitching, something me and my mom both do for a hobby which at one point became another source of income. We both liked fairies and ladies with delicate dresses. Next is photography, am a frustrated photographer, hehehehe, took pics of myself (showing my narcissistic side), of nature and of beaches and sunsets. Then my collection of hankies, dunno why but they fascinate me among many things … got a drawerful of hankies from complete sets of days to months. Lets see, what else, oh I still have my oldest collection since grade school, a bunch of stationery sets … one boxful of em, from flowerettes to bugs bunny and beauty and the beast. Am almost 22 but I still havent stopped collecting, dunno why, just find them pretty (like me lol!). Found this survey online about hobbies, made me make note of all the things that I do which can be considered hobbies.
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“Will u marry me?” I don’t know about you but I’ve been proposed at so many times that it actually lost it’s meaning. When I say many I mean more than 10, I mean international. Once, I offended someone’s feelings by laughing so hard right up his face, it was t0o late before I realized it was a serious question that deserved a serious answer (i have long apologized)
Anyway, when my beau popped that question to me, I didn’t feel like laughing at all. I felt like the luckiest lass in the whole wide world. I just didn’t care about anything else. I love him & I’m happy about it.
I have been liberated and bitchy all my life, have acted so all the time. Have always been brutally honest with my opinions & have challenged society’s norms. Seeing the mellowed down moi, some friends have asked if I don’t feel tied down, deprived or feel that I’ve been stripped off my freedom, the freedom that I have so valued..freedom that I still value.
Well it’s really simple, being the headstrong lady that I am, nobody can really stop me from doing anything that I so desire, not even my parents. But when you love someone, you respect the other person enough to refrain from doing anything that will harm him or the both of you. You don’t even have to be told to do so, it comes naturally. But what comes as a surprise to me is that I have found a serene happiness in all these..
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